It's Sunday again...

I miss my man every moment...
WHY???
I don't know :P

I hope I can happy everyday
and
get anything I want from him
I wish to
but not

Nothing to write...
Just boring here
cuz my man is shopping with his "lovely" family at IOI Mall


I miss u :'(

没有你声音的夜晚…

今天
是第一次
你比我早入眠
每次你只会在你生病的时候才会这样做
而今天
不是了

你终于可以好好地睡个觉
不必再因为我的野蛮任性而让你一整晚都无法睡好

一整天下来
我不知道自己流了多少泪
我真的很辛苦

刚才对你说出的那一番话
我真的很想做出来
但是我 舍 不 得

我不知道自己今天没有做出这一件事
我会不会后悔
但是
我知道
每当我开口说了第一句
你就会帮我接下我想说的每一句话
我越听我就越心痛
越听就越难过

我庆幸我能认识你
我能和你走到现在
你真的包容了我很多很多

我爱你
是真的很爱你
可是我不能不让自己狠下心来做一些对你残忍的事
因为我害怕
我害怕失去你
我不能没有你
你的存在对我来说真的很重要
就如你说的
少了你烦人的声音 我会不习惯
少了你一点可爱又不可爱的声音 我会不习惯
少了你的疼爱你的呵护 我会不习惯


那现在我能告诉你
少了你的一切一切 我都会不习惯！

现在我真的很想念你
可是我拿起了手机
不敢拨电给你
我的勇气
已经完全的消失了 :(

失望？绝望？我不知道……

过了1年又1个月
我真的不知道大家是否适合在这段路继续走下去
我们给对方的到底是什么
今天
我打这一篇post为的又是什么

我忍
一而再 再而三 地忍
我得到的是什么
还不是一堆数落

!@#$%^&*)(*&^%$@#!
我真的很累了
我一个好好地新年
就要这样过
你值得我这样为你付出吗！

在朋友遇到什么事的时候
我会叫他们把一切都给抛开
过好自己的新年
而我呢
我自己又做不到
真的很痛苦
很痛苦！！！！

每次每次
你对我的承诺
你做了多少

每次每次
你给我的是伤心还是愉快！
我不知道

每次每次
做决定的时候
又是怎样的

有时候
我不想说你
因为我不想把你说得一文不值
不想把你说得不像男生那样

到底会不会想！！！！！！！

每个人
他们都会为他们的幸福而去争取
而我
争取之后
我还要受一大堆的委屈来争取拥有你的权利

你说我不知道你的辛苦
你的难受
你的心疼

那你到底知不知道
你每次弄到我失落的时候
我的心情是怎样的！
我受到的批评是怎样的！
你维护我 是要我听他的 做他想要我们做的事！

我真的很辛苦很辛苦很辛苦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
我！受！够！了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Disappointed SUNDAY :(

You make me very disappointed on you
This means that every moment that I spent with you
You din appreciate it much
What you told me is
Every time when we argue
You just always say about that the matter is not fair to you
but
DO YOU THINK ABOUT ME?????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I REALLY HATE YOU
YOU JUST ACT THAT MR TRUST IS JUST LIKE A RUBBISH
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4 Months....

I have been about 4 months din renew my blog dy
I feel that there's nothing special happen around me so that i din renew :P

Every day I go and attend class in my college
but sometimes ponteng also

Everyday I have my phone call with my man
but sometimes argue also

This is what I have now

Suddenly
I miss all my secondary friends :(
I miss every moment together with them
I wish to meet them but my time is not fix

In my college life
I now have 2 best friends xD
1 is when we go everywhere from semester 1 till now, there is just me and her --- she is STELLA
Another 1 is from semester 2, me and stella join together with her and stella now have a partner accompany her back to her house and have her dinner xDDD--- she is CHRISTINA

3 of us are lazy girls
hahaha
we ponteng class together
we go library and study together
we do everything together :)
but got 1 thingy
CHRISTINA will not together with us
is when
ME and STELLA bully her ><

I just enjoy my college life because of 2 of them
if not
I'll be alone :(

Now I'm having phone call with my man
And when I'm blogging
he keep asking me why I din talk to him
Hahahaahahahaaaaaaa :D

I'll try to keep my life interesting and wonderful :)

我经不起这些考验~
我求你放过我~
我就是这样无理取闹，我就是那么不讲理…
顶不顺我就让我离开~
不需要为了不必要的东西而挽留我…

I HATE THIS LIFE!!!

Nowadays my life is still the same...:(
Saturday,Sunday and Monday - Stay at home...
What to do?
Watch drama,done all my tutorial,having phone call with my man...
This is my life!!!
MY MAN din even find a chance to meet me in these three days!!!

Tuesday until Thursday,I just go to school lonely...:(
Nothing special to me n my man is still a small children in their parents mind...
They pick him here n there everyday~
What to do???
HAIZZZZ...

Friday...
Actually also the same...
Needa go back home lonely...
But sometimes...
I can meet him n hang out with him...
But this cant make it every week...

I REALLY HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS THE MAIN POINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STUPID IDIOT DO STUPID THINGS...
SHE CAN CHANGE HER SON PROFILE PIC BY SAYING ME N HIM DRINKING STARBUCKS N I'M THE ONE WHO COPY HIM!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!
SHE'S THE 1ST ONE WHO MAKES ME SCOLD RUDE WORDS IN FRONT OF ALL!!!!!!!!!!!